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i'm... so lost and i'm... lacking in purpose i'm... so disconnected and i'm... well, i'm apathetic hey, i want to feel your heart... beating next to mine it's the only thing... that brings me any joy, anymore i'm... so dependent i'm... not a person people are gross and people are weird i wanna be cute, i wanna be queer but how in the fuck can i heathily cope with craving the impossible? my body's too big, i think too much i'm happy when i'm small, when i shut my brain off it's a thrist that i can barely quench i got my sex desires from the internet it's all normalized within my soul to be one with fantasy would be my goal i just wish that i didn't have a life all these chemicals just cause me strife I JUST WANNA BLEED, I JUST WANNA CRY I WANNA GIVE MY LIFE TO A KINDRED MIND WHO'LL KNOW ME WELL, WHO'LL THREAT ME RIGHT WHO KNOWS IM NOT A PART OF THE HUMANKIND he said "what's your deal with bunnies?" i asked do you have something against bunnies? i know it's hard to understand every waking day i don't feel human it's like a mismatch in my biology my own flesh feels like an anomaly i don't wanna be she i just wanna be it there must've been a mistake when they made me like this now i have to deal with the consequences who signed off on my birth? i did not consent sometimes i just wanna die there are days that i just wanna die i want to die in the arms of a lover i want to die at the hands of a lover is there something wrong with wanting this? your final moments in sadomasochistic bliss give myself to someone who understands what i went through and what i have to stand why don't you take me to paradise? why don't you take me to paradise? there's no such thing as paradise there's no such thing as paradise please choke me out until i rise there's no such thing as paradise please cut me up, don't let me survive there's no such thing as paradise THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS PARADISE HE SAID "WHAT'S YOUR DEAL WITH BUNNIES?" I ASKED DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST BUNNIES? OR DO YOU JUST HAVE SOMETHING AGAINST ME? JUST BE HONEST IF YOU FUCKING HATE ME! OR DO YOU JUST LOVE HATEFUCKING ME? DO I TAKE YOUR ABUSE LIKE A GOOD PUPPY? YOU KNOW I LOVE THE WAY YOU PUSH ME UNTIL I'M LEFT WITHOUT ANY SPEECH LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT! LET'S ESCAPE OURSELVES TONIGHT!
You go, left me on the train Blood spilled all over my face Floors are coated in purple substance Blueberry yogurt from morning's breakfast Wish I could dissociate Where's my mind?! Bus declined!! Sick at sea!! Emeto me!! You drove, left me on the street Phone left alone on my seat Left so lost in the pouring rain Clothes on my back and tears in my face Wish I didn't regurgitate Where's my mind?! Bus declined!! Sick at sea!! Emeto me!! Where's my mind?! Bus declined!! Sick at sea!! Emeto me!!
I've been missing you more lately and I don't know why Is it cause you're closer than ever and I'm not doing too fine? Maybe it's a breaking point or what my mind wants to believe All I know for sure is that I want you next to me And I've been losing sleep Day in day out seems that I cannot comprehend Every little thing's a risk and the reward is to live Dirty, unwashed, strapped for cash is how my spirit exists Felt like I'm up for jackson review cause all I see's a bitter end Until you come around Pick me up when I'm down I've been missing you more lately and I don't know why Is it because you're closer than ever and I'm not doing too fine? Maybe it's a breaking point or what my mind wants to believe All I know for sure is that I want you next to me And I've been losing sleep Love me, pet me, hug me, talk to me, write more verbs for this verse for me Hold me, make it warm when it's so cold, your body heat's enough to be comfortable I apologize for when I go in a frizz, I apologize that commute's so expensive Then I start complaining, raving and ranting and next thing you know I'm borderline crashing!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Until you come around Pick me up when I'm down I've been missing you more lately and I don't know why Is it because you're closer than ever and I'm not doing too fine? Maybe it's a breaking point or what my mind wants to believe All I know for sure is that I want you next to me And I've been losing sleep I've been losing sleeeeeep!!!!!!!
The time we spent now seems so far away And it seems to get hotter every day And it comes to a dirty end Until you tell me you thought you were, we were only friends I'll take care of you I'll take good care of you Oh yeah Oh yeah Creasing pieces of the sun Shine upon what once was won Ash of a battle we all lost Into the sun it goes Into the sun it goes The news was told to me on the radio signal The jets fly by and then, the end It's new beginnings for every one of us Every one of us is Cosmic dust floating around it was all a grand, huge, mystery forever be, it washed away the love decays the mourning phase the grieving pain there was so much to learn about now our world is torn apart fade to back there's no restart there's a war that's how everything feels when it's gone away excuses to be made historically a memory to other beings to wipe away and tell our tale another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another day another da- and we'll all fly in the sun! and we'll all fly in the sun! and we'll all fly in the sun! and we'll all fly in the sun! and we'll all be the only ones! and we'll all be the only ones! and we'll all fly in the sun! and we'll all fly in the sun! Fly into the sun!! (and we'll all fly in the sun, and we'll all fly in the sun!) Fly into the sun!! (and we'll all fly in the sun, and we'll all fly in the sun!) Fly into the sun!! (and we'll all be the only ones, and we'll all be the only ones!) Fly into the sun!! (and we'll all fly in the sun, and we'll all fly in the sun!)
(Ready? 5, 6, 7, 8!) Woo! Met you at the arcade, and I gotta say It's been so long since I felt this You took a hold of my heart, from the very start And now I'm going mad for you You know that everything that I do it's all for you You're all I want Put your paws on my chest, sleep soundly to rest I wanna wake up next to you Meet me at the convention, baby We'll sing bad songs and go a little crazy People think that we got problems Maybe we do but we don't wanna solve em! You know that everything that I do it's all for you Yeah, my leash is yours Sink your fangs in my neck, let's have freaky sex Then go to sleep, do it again Every time that you leave, that you go away I cry a little, hope you could stay I dream that one day we could Save up all our money and get A cheap one-bedroom apartment in Yonkers And I will constantly annoy the neighbors And we'll get so many noise complaints because No dogs are allowed in the building But until then I'll quietly cry But until then I'll wanna die But until then we'll keep this up But until then we'll kiss and fu- Meet me at the convention, baby We'll sing bad songs and go a little crazy People think that we got problems Maybe we do but we don't wanna solve em! You know that everything that I do it's all for you We'll see each other soon (we'll see each other soon!) You know I love you so, I don't wanna go Anywhere if it's not with you
i wanna talk to the girl with the dark curly hair who i saw last night with a mysterious air she had a cup of coffee and she smiled i did not know if she had in a while i am shy and i didnt have it in me to speak o pretty stranger i dont know why but you looked back at me o pretty stranger i never got her name, she never got mine we exchanged no words, we just wasted time the stars aligned for maybe just a moment i couldn't stand to stay a minute i want to cry when i think of you, do you think of me? o pretty stranger i could try to be all that you want me to be o pretty stranger
She's boyish in a girl way, she's girly in a boy way I gotta have her in her car sitting right beside me We hold each other close and every moment's perfect It's a picturesque episode that should only exist in text By our teenage selves engaged in mediocre roleplay But I didn't know her then, I quit and she didn't But it's all okay, we're living the teenage punk fantasy That's a recurring theme that I bring up in conversation It's a sentence I like using and I think about it very much I'm technically still a teen but I've been counting down And every week I wanted to kill myself before I turned 20 But she showed me it's okay to be ten-teen And someday we'll grow up And someday we'll grow up And we'll have nothing else to show for it But our healed cuts And someday we will rot And someday we will rot And maybe we could rot together With a bit of luck And someday we'll grow up And someday we'll grow up And we'll have nothing else to show for it But our healed cuts And someday we will rot And someday we will rot And maybe we could rot together With a bit of luck
Don't ever make this stop I don't wanna lose the sunshine that gleams through the Car stereo as we listen to Up And we go up the state to your town where we draw on walls Do you think this striped shirt goes well with my striped thighs? Do you think I'll look pretty when I inevitably die? Let's go under a bridge and hang out by the creek Climb our way back up and slip and bleed out our knees! (solo!) I'm okay!
(ok...) Você é tudo que eu queria ser A inveja vira ódio Que dirijo pra mim mesma Tenho medo de te machucar Mas você fala que tá bem Então eu meio que me iludo E me deixo me largar Então eu corro pro banheiro E tento não chorar Você me manda um texto "I'm driving you home" Talvez cê tá cansada Ou sabe a verdade Que não aguento ficar Eu não te deixo pra casa me levar E mando um texto pra terminar E vou pra casa sozinha
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Walked across five, six blocks Down the river stream at the town I live in Only to hear you're up the hill And I don't have any money for gas Garden state, why did you do this to me? Don't I have it hard enough as is? Now I don't have the money to be Together with the one I love so much So long, so long, it's been so long Since I felt your taste in my mouth, oh Goodbye, my dear friend AriZona Iced Tea, why can't you be with me? Why can't you be with me?
[incomprehensible gibberish about aggressively cuddling with satan]
Bunny bunny on the board Gonna go out to the mall Gonna bother the mall cops Gonna steal a band t-shirt Hopping, skating up and down Bunny bunny on the board Take the board and skate away So fucking fast they can't take chase And I love all my friends And I never say when If someone tells us no! I laugh, call them a joke Bunny bunny on the board I fucking ran out of words That's okay if I scream Nobody will notice it Fuck shit up bitch Fuck shit up bitch Break it down, break it down Break it down, break it down!! Little bunny foo foo Hopping through the forest Scooping up the field mice And bopping them on the head
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you never answer my calls, i try to reach you but you never answer my calls and now i'm so lost write you a letter but it returned to sender how can i find a way? how can i find a way? i wanted to say so many things to my friends but my router broke and now my wifi's dead i tried the library computer but telegram's blocked and furaffinity's blocked you never answer my calls, i try to reach you but you never answer my calls and now i'm so lost write you a letter but it returned to sender how can i find a way? how can i find a way?
Oh darling, I feel so silly Plastic pooltoy, handles on my hips I Float around on your beaches and creeks and You can ride me, you can play with me, you can- Be careful with my air valve now, dear If it opens you'll deflate me and I'll be all flat, playtime is over Wanna play again? Well, you better blow me~ i’m spreading awareness: don’t fear! mice arent the only thing this cat likes that squeaks feels nice, stimulates autistically these big kitty ears and captures the eye, all shiny and bright and partly clear yeah, okay. I used to kill it like a shark at the public lake but now I find the prospect hard to take they’d call fox news on my girlbulge in a two piece but not if it was nothing but a nulge with no release u-um, sorry. shit.
Feeling so very sure of myself I'm on the road-running route To the other side of town I'm sliding, helter skelter Merseybeat madness Pass me the fag And I'll show you some action Hold you in my arms, I couldn't See what was wrong, darling We will be okay, if you let me stay We'll be grand
wow, check it out, it's the cone zone (cone zone) there's roadworks ahead in the cone zone (cone zone) you gotta drive slow in the cone zone (cone zone) you gotta be careful in the cone zone (cone zone) the cone zone, the cone zone, the cone zone please stay safe in the cone zone the cone zone, the cone zone, the cone zone or you'll never make it out of the cone zone right lane's closed in the cone zone (cone zone) left lane slow in the cone zone (cone zone) the road never ends in the cone zone (cone zone) the fun never ends in the cone zone (cone zone) the cone zone, the cone zone, the cone zone please stay safe in the cone zone the cone zone, the cone zone, the cone zone or you'll never make it out of the cone zone the cone zone, the cone zone, the cone zone i can hear the voices in the cone zone (cone zone) the cone zone, the cone zone, the cone zone i'll never be alone in the cone zone (cone zone)
maybe one day i could be like you maybe one day i could be like you maybe one day i could be like you maybe one day i could be like you maybe one day i could be like you maybe one day i could be like you maybe one day i could be like you maybe one day i could be like you some day, we'll find another time, we'll find another time some day, we'll find another time, we'll find another time